Monday, May 30, 2005

I’m Watching You Watch Over Me…

Me sitting down here, like a moron. Look everywhere, try to find something catchy. Shitte, what’s that? There’s a man approaching me. Oh no, he’s coming over me. What should I do? Oh ok, there he goes, whispering something to another man. Hey, they both are looking at me now! What’s wrong with me? What’s wrong with them? One of them goes somewhere, leaving the other sitting where he used to sit.

What a… Am I imagining? That man over there smiling at me. What the hell is he thinking? Ok, don’t mess with me now, I’m too busy to think what’s wrong with me. Ha! He keeps smiling and starring at me. Is he mad? I don’t know him, does he know me?

“What do you know about me?”

“I don't know anything about you!”

“But you’re staring at me!”

“I was not starring at you!”

“And you’re smiling at me!”

“I wasn’t!”

“Who are you?”

“Who are you?”

“So you don’t know me?”

“No, Freak!!!”

Well, maybe. I’m a freak… (Imaginary Audiencing…)

Saturday, May 28, 2005

I miss the old times...

I miss the old times, when I used to wear grey uniform. I miss the old times, when I used to study til drop for SPMB. I miss the old times, the feeling when I entered the University of Indonesia for 1st time. I miss the old times, when I used to be one of the freshmen. I miss the old times, when I got interact with my unique new friends. I miss the old times...

I miss the old times, when I used to study hard. I miss the old times, when I used to get up early for college. I miss the old times...

I miss the old times, when used to get mad with my friends. I miss the old times, when I used to dance under the spotlight. I miss the old times, when I used to dance dirty with hands of others upon me. I miss the old times, when I used to hear the sound of pouring tequilla. I miss the old times...

Where are those times now? Am I too busy? Am I too lazy?
I don't wanna be the one to cry, but I DO miss them... Can I get them back?

If only I could turn back time...
If only I could...

Thursday, May 26, 2005

I miss you… whether it’s wrong or right!!!

Hello someone out there…

I’m thinking of you right now…

The way you make me smile…

The way you make me laugh…

The way you make my days brighter…

The way you make me feel this way…

The way you make me think about you…

Just wondering… are you thinking of me too?

Lagi-lagi cinta mengisi hari-hariku…

Monday, May 23, 2005

MISKIN, saya... atau DIA???

Saya MISKIN...

MISKIN uang...
MISKIN inspirasi...
MISKIN ide...
MISKIN kreativitas...
MISKIN kebahagiaan...
MISKIN waktu...
MISKIN pikiran...
MISKIN kesehatan...
MISKIN kata-kata...

Ah... saya benar2 MISKIN...
Saya MISKIN kasih sayang...
Saya MISKIN kehangatan...

Tetapi...
Ketika saya menghadapNYA...
Saya tahu...
Saya tidak MISKIN...
SAYA KAYA...
akan SEMUAnya...

Tetapi...
DIA MISKIN...
MISKIN ketekunan...
MISKIN kesungguhan...
MISKIN doa...
dari SAYA...

Jadi?

Aurora...

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Sedang Perlu Regulasi Emosi....

"Pertama... loe SIAPA?"
"Kedua... emosi orang juga ada batasnya!!!!"

SHITTE!!!!

AKu perlu berteriak...
Aku perlu menangis...

Aku perlu "REGULASI EMOSI"!!!!